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Monday, May 26, 2008

Its the 141th day in the year today, I don't know if I can handle my life well anymore... Its like a repeat of my primary school year, which was a real bad memory and i swear i won't talk about it to anyone, but I really don't know what to do with this, they say bottling a emotion/memory up will cause more pain and hurt. But somehow I must overcome this, and one final effort is all I need.

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Sunday, April 20, 2008

Speech day was a success, all those hard work paid off, now I have to study for the Mid-Year Examinations. This is official, I am as unhappy as I was in my primary school days, I feel so tired and emotional and I ALMOST alway cry when I sleep. I don't know what wrong with me either, so don't ask me anything. I am also dissapointed that I may not get to attend a work attachment programm I was looking forward to, all because it clashes with my NPCC events god damn it, it isn't right, Something that I am looking forward and I could't get it, well i guess this is life. Moving on, I found that SS sucks alot, I can't memorise the bits and chunks of information on the textbook, and I alway feel like sleeping the moment I read the first line of my SS textbook, any tips on SS studying? its 2 minutes to midnight, I am going to turn in soon, so good night

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Tuesday, April 08, 2008

This week is a very chaotic one, tests on every single day, training on every day and adding to that, sleeping late every night to finish up my works, it just keep getting more stressful. I am seriously bored this few days, planning to find some things to climb, either a pole or a tree. Or well, just have to carry on doing my work then

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Friday, March 21, 2008

Remember when i said "this year seem to be a good start, let see how it will end"? well, i don't know how long my happy facade wil last. I have already lost half of my enthusiasm, i seem to keep on falling down. Damn, how am i supposed to be cheering people up when i am like this. There is going to be one day this year when i will really break down. I also don't know if my new classmates like me or not. what i can see is (and i think is) they like me only because i am a silly monkey. they don't like the inner me. This year was also even more stressful than my PSLE year. Now i am thinking if i should just migrate away from Singapore and live either in Japan or USA, if i could anyway. Now i just have to pick myself up, get a new trampoline and get higher.

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Friday, January 04, 2008

MAN am i tired. today is MOSTLY slacking day la, english period only have banding test, and CME the teacher say next friday then teach the subject, recess, i saw all my old friend, and cough talk cough about counter strike, literature go slack with 3e3, TCS session with jacob, jianjie, shun xian and a girl name kai fan i think, >< i am damn bad with names, anyway, mrs you is like, noisy la, tone down, noisy lower volume, haha, we talk mostly about counter strike AGAIN. xD now to npcc, yay i finally get a boot bigger than my old one, courtesy of chong sian sir, btw hor, the malay store got problem one leh, 4 girl already kena food poisoning then today yijin also get food poisoning, and trust me, you don't want to go to the same toilet as yijin xP. Npcc was mostly about campcraft competition la, nothing much except, THEORY ON PEGGING, LESSON 1 xD, this year seem to be a good start, let see how it will end, haha xP

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Saturday, December 29, 2007

The blog is finally revived xD, npcc camp damn shiok sia, everyone in my squad got promoted, I feel happy for them, 16 of them work very hard. These 16 are also damn passionate about npcc, they won't miss any training without any excuses, but got 1 exception la, we made a history of whole sec2 squad pon npcc. Promotion test was hard for me, take drill for example, I for a few week keep remembering the drills, then still, halfway through drill test, i too nervous then my mind froze up. Campcraft test, to say the least, it was easy, because i ACTUALLY studied, okay, fireman chair WAS an exception. Physical test, i though i was going to fail through, but i endured, after that test, i feel like shit, leg wobble like siao. 2nd day of camp was game day, what i like most was the capture the flag, it was a draw between care and self control xD, btw, farhan sir still own us forfeit, mwhahahhaha.3rd day was cleaning day, quite fun sia, HO gave us some salsi and blackcurrent to drink, the salsi syrup taste like root beer, ROFLOLMAO XD, then still got some people get "married" xD so damn funny, after that was the promotion ceremony, i think most of the people were nervous at first, i know i was. In the end, every one sec 2 got promoted xD, today, i had a TCS with madeline mdm on msn, in the end talk about fancy drill cause maybe will cancel. In the end, we end up with a discussion session with madeline mdm, jia wei and rouhui, for the rest of the day, its damn uneventful. And i am SURE AS HELL glad to be home, i miss my damn bed. that it for today folks xD

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5:53 PM

Friday, June 29, 2007

Damn, Since how long i am missing from blogspot lol? classes are boring 2day, and hell, last minute chiong polish boot, still shining, weee, manage to not fall out as a casualty this time, i'm so proud of myself =), but thats a helluva way to train one's arm, good for ur body lol. Drill I was like suffocating la, like i'm drowning like that, drowning is phlegm is worse than drowning in a sea lol. Yea, so i endure till the end, and that the way i'm gonna keep it, and later is talking cock session, talk cock till like shit la. After NP, i wanna buy H-Two-O, then i found out no spare change, then when to the fruit stall to change for coin, auntie so stingy la, dun wanna give me change, say wat, buy here only, no change. WTF? After I drank H-Two-O, (I was seriously gonna get one more la, cept no money left) i went back home, showered, and blogged. Watching Black Hawk Down For The 5th time 2day. YAY!

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Name: JonathanCMZ (Want To Know My Full Name? Know Me First)
Age: 14
D.O.B: 31.08.1993
Schools: Hougang Primary School, Attended 1999 - 2005, Class of 2005, Bowen Secondary, Attended 2006 - Present
Occupation: Student Of Bowen Secondary School
Affiliations: National Police Cadet Corps & Councilor Board
Hobbies and Interests: Camping, Kayaking, Biking, Swimming, Studying science, Watching animes, Listening to musics and Reading books
Favorite Books: As long as the book have more than 300 pages, I am happy
Favorite Movies: Action, Horror, Sci-fi And Fantasy are the genres I enjoy
Favorite Music: Musics From Blink-182, Breaking Benjamin, Linkin Park, Savage Garden, Simple Plan, Sum-41, The Used, Daft Punk, Five For Fighting, Red Hot Chilli Pepper, Mused, Mika And Michael Jackson
Favorite TV Shows: All animes, Drama And Comedy
Favorite Animes: Tenisu no Ōjisama, Gakuen Arisu and Kādokyaputā Sakura
Favorite Games: TrueCombat:Elite, Return to Castle Wolfenstein: Enemy Territory
==================================================================================== ==================================================================================== Loves:
Dog: Golden Retriver Bred
Cat: Himalayan Bred
Physic
Chemistry
Airsoft
Camping
Cherry Blossom
Autumn
Winter
Pyrotechnics
100 Plus and all sort of isotonic sport drinks
Sprite
7'Up
Making Inui's Vegetable Juice
Prince Of Tennis, Alice Academy and Cardcaptor Sakura
My Bike
CINNAMON COOKIES
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==================================================================================== ==================================================================================== Hates:
Animal abusers
Hypocrites
Whiners
Chocolates
Smokers
Beer
==================================================================================== ==================================================================================== Contact/URLS:
MSN: You don't need to know this
Gmail: No, don't try to ask
Handphone: Now... Shuddup
==================================================================================== ==================================================================================== Wishlist:
New handphone
New camera
Upgraded computer that pwnz0r
Promoted to Sec 3 express
Get fitter
New wallet
New bag
New shoe
New tablet/laptop
Get up onto the school rooftop by bypassing the locks
A happier life

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Do your damnedest in an ostentatious manner all the time.

Name: JonathanCMZ (Want To Know My Full Name? Know Me First)
Age: 14
D.O.B: 31.08.1993
Schools: Hougang Primary School, Attended 1999 - 2005, Class of 2005, Bowen Secondary, Attended 2006 - Present
Occupation: Student Of Bowen Secondary School
Affiliations: National Police Cadet Corps & Councilor Board
Hobbies and Interests: Camping, Kayaking, Biking, Swimming, Studying science, Watching animes, Listening to musics and Reading books
Favorite Books: As long as the book have more than 300 pages, I am happy
Favorite Movies: Action, Horror, Sci-fi And Fantasy are the genres I enjoy
Favorite Music: Musics From Blink-182, Breaking Benjamin, Linkin Park, Savage Garden, Simple Plan, Sum-41, The Used, Daft Punk, Five For Fighting, Red Hot Chilli Pepper, Mused, Mika And Michael Jackson
Favorite TV Shows: All animes, Drama And Comedy
Favorite Animes: Tenisu no Ōjisama, Gakuen Arisu and Kādokyaputā Sakura
Favorite Games: TrueCombat:Elite, Return to Castle Wolfenstein: Enemy Territory
==================================================================================== ==================================================================================== Loves:
Dog: Golden Retriver Bred
Cat: Himalayan Bred
Physic
Chemistry
Airsoft
Camping
Cherry Blossom
Autumn
Winter
Pyrotechnics
100 Plus and all sort of isotonic sport drinks
Sprite
7'Up
Making Inui's Vegetable Juice
Prince Of Tennis, Alice Academy and Cardcaptor Sakura
My Bike
CINNAMON COOKIES
. .-. .. -.-. .- --. .- -. .--- .. .- .... ..- ..
==================================================================================== ==================================================================================== Hates:
Animal abusers
Hypocrites
Whiners
Chocolates
Smokers
Beer
==================================================================================== ==================================================================================== Contact/URLS:
MSN: You don't need to know this
Gmail: No, don't try to ask
Handphone: Now... Shuddup
==================================================================================== ==================================================================================== Wishlist:
New handphone
New camera
Upgraded computer that pwnz0r
Promoted to Sec 3 express
Get fitter
New wallet
New bag
New shoe
New tablet/laptop
Get up onto the school rooftop by bypassing the locks
A happier life

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Do your damnedest in an ostentatious manner all the time.

Name: JonathanCMZ (Want To Know My Full Name? Know Me First)
Age: 14
D.O.B: 31.08.1993
Schools: Hougang Primary School, Attended 1999 - 2005, Class of 2005, Bowen Secondary, Attended 2006 - Present
Occupation: Student Of Bowen Secondary School
Affiliations: National Police Cadet Corps & Councilor Board
Hobbies and Interests: Camping, Kayaking, Biking, Swimming, Studying science, Watching animes, Listening to musics and Reading books
Favorite Books: As long as the book have more than 300 pages, I am happy
Favorite Movies: Action, Horror, Sci-fi And Fantasy are the genres I enjoy
Favorite Music: Musics From Blink-182, Breaking Benjamin, Linkin Park, Savage Garden, Simple Plan, Sum-41, The Used, Daft Punk, Five For Fighting, Red Hot Chilli Pepper, Mused, Mika And Michael Jackson
Favorite TV Shows: All animes, Drama And Comedy
Favorite Animes: Tenisu no Ōjisama, Gakuen Arisu and Kādokyaputā Sakura
Favorite Games: TrueCombat:Elite, Return to Castle Wolfenstein: Enemy Territory
==================================================================================== ==================================================================================== Loves:
Dog: Golden Retriver Bred
Cat: Himalayan Bred
Physic
Chemistry
Airsoft
Camping
Cherry Blossom
Autumn
Winter
Pyrotechnics
100 Plus and all sort of isotonic sport drinks
Sprite
7'Up
Making Inui's Vegetable Juice
Prince Of Tennis, Alice Academy and Cardcaptor Sakura
My Bike
CINNAMON COOKIES
. .-. .. -.-. .- --. .- -. .--- .. .- .... ..- ..
==================================================================================== ==================================================================================== Hates:
Animal abusers
Hypocrites
Whiners
Chocolates
Smokers
Beer
==================================================================================== ==================================================================================== Contact/URLS:
MSN: You don't need to know this
Gmail: No, don't try to ask
Handphone: Now... Shuddup
==================================================================================== ==================================================================================== Wishlist:
New handphone
New camera
Upgraded computer that pwnz0r
Promoted to Sec 3 express
Get fitter
New wallet
New bag
New shoe
New tablet/laptop
Get up onto the school rooftop by bypassing the locks
A happier life

[E]xits

friend's Link
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Design & Concept: ChronoCube
Base Codes: effloresce} & wishix
Font: dafont
Image: ChronoCube
Brushes: Ca-pris
Software Used: Photoshop CS 2 & Dreamweaver 8

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